To make our days a little brighter, as the sun is not cooperating, I reached back into my childhood, remembering the jelly rolls my mother often kept on her pantry shelf. Using a combination of buttermilk and yogurt, I made a light yellow cake with flecks of lemon zest, then slathered it with Bev's jam, rolled it up and let it rest for just a bit. Perfect with a spot of tea while we watch Spring arrive.

I read recipes. I read recipes a lot. I don't often follow recipes, except for cakes and things that are more scientifically combined to get the right rise and/or crumb.
Pies tend to be more forgiving in nature. That's probably why I like them so much. Butter, flour and water for the dough that never fails me -- for that one I read Julia Childs' master recipes eons ago, modified it a bit, and then just stuck with it. Really! What is all the to-do about dough? It's pretty easy, and you never have enough no matter what kind it is! (And yes, I'm making a pun.) Then you just fill that crust with whatever looks good.
As I've rolled and rolled dough over the last few years, I happened upon a lovely group of fellow rollers on Facebook, an eclectic lot of folks from all across the nation -- all across Pie Nation, that is what they call this online pie parade where we post our latest creation, ask questions, post funny pie puns, and generally commune over the love of pie. It's a great place to discover new ideas. And it's always a reliable place to get a good cheer for your latest creation.

So when I posted a pic of my Chocolate Espresso and received too many requests for the recipe, how could I decline? As my new year's gift to Pie Nation, following is my recipe, as it currently exists. But also please know that I've already been modifying the recipe in my head ... it might not be the same next time. And Pie Nation folk, if you come up with some new twists on this, please do share!

Recipe for Chocolate Espresso Pie


Dough:
Use your regular recipe. But to your flour add 1/4 cup cocoa and 2 tablespoons confectioner's sugar. Now, instead of adding water, add cold coffee in whatever amount you'd use the water. (I drink a delicious French/Italian espresso mix. If you drink American coffee, then make a small pot of espresso and let it cool.)

Filling:
16 ounces mascarpone, at room temperature
2 teaspoons cinnamon

2 cups heavy cream
3 cups dark chocolate bits
1 tablespoon instant espresso
2 teaspoons vanilla

Roll out the dough and fit it into a pretty pan. I use a square one with a removable bottom, really a French tart tin. Blind bake the crust at 400-420 for about 20 minutes with pie weights. Remove the weights and bake for another 5 minutes or so. Let it cool.

While it's cooling, make the ganache. In a heavy saucepan, bring the heavy cream to just a good simmer, remove from the heat and stir in the remaining ingredients. (Some people add a tablespoon or two of butter to make the ganache glossy, that's up to you.) Keep stirring until everything is dissolved and smooth. Let cool. Place in fridge for about an hour or two until it thickens but doesn't harden. Place in a decorating bag with a big star tip.

Mix the mascarpone and the cinnamon together. Then gently spread the cheese evenly in the cocoa-espresso crust.

Then start pushing out the ganache in about 1" or so plops (or whatever you want to call them) in as even rows as you can. I don't do very well with this, they always come out crooked, so I just go back and fill in the spaces with more plops of the ganache.

Sprinkle it with little silver balls and/or confectioner's sugar or whatever you can think of to make it even prettier!

Keep it in the fridge if you have to or serve it right away.

Now, isn't that easy?